Friday, January 28, 2011

teacher+bitch=bitcher!

Yeah I know, teachers are equivalent to God and what not! I am also a teacher, and am thankful that my teaching is loved by my students. but bitcher is one of my teachers in my major subject,teaching a part which I don't particularly enjoy but am good enough at scoring marks in it.
                            It all started when she got to know everyone in our class. Though she has been teaching for over 15 years, I'm sure no one told her the elementary rule for teachers, which even I happen to know- the teacher should NEVER nag or tease her students, on whatever grounds. She has been nagging us all for silly things which she doesn't bother to think about before nagging us for it. Simple example- she will go on boasting about her travel and experiences abroad and her vocabulary[which I admit is good, but I'm no shrimp in that field either] and she just assumes that we all hail from the state board with it's one and only thin textbook which we ISC boarders have used as revision points, for last minute summary of our infinitely more vast syllabus .She thinks that we do not understand a word of her 'flawless' english[ she can't even pronounce 'reiterate' properly] and even nags us about it, and brags that she and sour grapes are the only ones who are good at learning languages[ ah, if only she knew!].bitcher even has a weird and annoying habit of teasing her students if they are -well face it, fat!Since I am one of these lucky students, I am at the receiving end of her veiled as well as direct teasing remarks about it...Come on, grow up! Such things are for 3-year-olds, not for 45-48 year olds..And she may feel that being thin herself makes her tiny 5 foot frame superior to my 5'9'' one and gives her an ego boost and me a complex, then I tell her to think twice.I don't care two figs for her teaching,which is average at best, and even her nagging or teasing. What does she think? Just because I'm fat, my grey cells are fewer in number? I proved that one wrong in the vivas. She was nearly shocked when I answered her application based question correctly. Well, gotcha you bitcher!

treatment of animals - a simple example


I’m back after a long break, collecting ‘hate’ material. And I must say, this time, the urn is quite full, if I go by a popular proverb in my country-I have not one, but three things to blog about! I start my first post about animals and their treatment in my country-I may warn that this is not a very comprehensive post, though a lengthy one.[what I mean is that I have only cited one example and one animal to back my views and my hatred of the way they are treated.]
                        I had gone as usual to the market with my mother for the weekly provisions just the other day-there was nothing out of the ordinary for me that day, not even what I’m about to narrate is out of the ordinary-but I never had a hatred-centric blog before, so here I go...my mother was just selecting her vegetables when the dearest little purring cat walked up to the vegetable vendor’s cart. Here is the shocking part-the cat was perhaps a little more than a kitten and was scavenging for food under the carts nearby, but what did it get? It just happened to come in the path of a ‘lordly’ human male [probably nothing other than a lout or an urchin], so he just kicked the critter out of his path as if it was made of sedimentary or igneous material, not flesh, blood and protoplasm! And not onc e, but thrice this innocent being was kicked aside for being what it was-a ‘lesser being’. And when I beckoned it , it just looked at me out of scared, green feline eyes and beat a hasty retreat, mistaking me for one of those barbarians of society who had been using her like a furry football, rather than the tender-hearted animal lover that I am. It rent my heart to witness this appalling scene at first, but soon that feeling got replaced by the infinitely stronger feelings of hatred to the point of loathing and a sore desire for revenge.
                                            What had the cat done to those callous examples of undeserving humanity? Those bastards deserve to be born again and again [for a 108 times] as an ant so I can squish them under my shoe-not that I do this regularly, as I love the ants too as fellow beings. I'm here to criticize, not to sermonize, or else no parish priest could have outdone my sermon about how animals are not inferior, but WAAAY superior to these ‘humans’ [with a heavy sarcastic emphasis on the last word]

Saturday, January 8, 2011

biased views about lesbians,homophobia etc.

In the recent years, the LGBT community has definitely been more liberated.But in our country, nothing has changed. The attitudes of people towards such people are still very much the same.Due to certain directors, choreographers and fashion designers who 'appear' gay, people are of a view that such men are effeminate...I'm quite happy to assure that it is a misconception built by years of prejudice and misrepresentation by biased media. Let me clarify, I do not belong to this community, but I am a broad minded individual of the 21st century, and believe that if people can choose their ice cream flavors, they can choose their sexuality.And it is not the concern of the government,'moral police', religious groups etc etc.Moral Police? UGH! what the hell is that??I understand that probably people are moulded in such a way that they are wont to be scared of such people and their abysmal treatment of these people is a result of this...But that's not the only target of my spleen. It is also the particularly biased treatment and double standards of society for lesbians.I mean, what the hell is your problem?? It is our own fault that females are less in this country [read female infanticide,foeticide and mortality].So people have this way of protesting films on lesbian relationships though they take the films on gay men with a pinch of salt.They obviously think that these women have escaped their 'strict moral control' and are being wasted, while they should be servicing men instead.This is the sad state of lesbian partners in this country and also in the world.I'm no feminist, but I strongly believe that if men can do what they want to, wear what they want to, go out when they want to, then why not women??? If the answer is 'for their safety'...then I say,safety from what??? MEN,MEN,MEN...all the fuckin problems in the world are rooted in men..NO, I'M NOT BIASED...this is the truth...ask yourself

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

my early life

Prelude: my early life.My early life hasn't ever been a bed of roses...not in my babyhood, not in my teenage..not ever. I have been shaped by the cruel hand of fate. Or I should say, in all fairness it is my friends who are to blame for everything I am today-good or bad, kind or unkind, or simply the pale and quiet individual that I have become, but never was earlier. The greater part of the change necessarily happened in the second school in my current city. This is to do again,with the topic I have discussed ad nauseum, i.e. the way I look .Seriously, does it even matter?But to these guys whom I considered my friends, it apparently did.I clearly remember one particular incident when I had put up a february fair stall on valentine's day...I had helped with the theme decoration, stall setup as well as hands-on work, logistics and all the other stuff that had to be done. But two classmates who were my ' business partners ' along with five others, were passably pretty. There you go, they didn't do as much work as had to be done, but they were praised for their efforts, clothing, sales, whatever while I was the constant recipient of veiled as well as open potshots directed at my looks...tell me, how is that fair?I was much more proactive than them in the work, and better at creativity as well..and frankly only after I passed out of that school did I realise that I'm not that ugly either.I have also been praised for my fashion sense all the time...but all said and done, these are the people still responsible for my low self image.AND I HATE THEM FOR IT!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

list of overrated guitarists???WTF!

Well, this is about the latest dumb 'vote for the most overrated guitarists of all time' some young puppies made...god, they have been strumming a guitar for what, about a few years while the guys who figure on this fucking shabby excuse of a 'list' are downright legends..I'm no guitarist, but i certainly know my way around a piano, and that makes me a musician, and i write lyrics and compose and sing too.and my ear for guitar music is trained since i was in nappies..Seriously.and my father's a decent guitarist...so these assholes managed to get their hands on a guitar,and they think they know everything about how to play it ? The only reason i couldn't learn is because i didnt have time to learn! Forget That, but noone has the right to criticize legends in this immature and disgraceful way...CARLOS SANTANA???? JIMI HENDRIX??? WTF... These are the kind of legends figuring on this piece of shit! and some of these zombies actually had the nerve to comment that they or their friends play better than them..now this is an open challenge from me..play better than these GODS of guitar, and i will eat dust,seriously.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

First: my class part 1[sprinkler and sour grapes]

Ok...it's no secret that I'm a student...though I won't reveal anything else..not that I'm scared of those B****** who call themselves my F****** classmates...I just want to maintain my own respectability cause this dark, angry self is just my repressed soul in a calm, tranquil self. Ok back to my class...It is sour grapes and sprinkler who annoy me the most..ok, sprinkler may have a slight, albeit inadequate reason for her abysmal behaviour..but sour grapes is a new student..she does not know the slightest bit about me, even what sort of person I am or what feelings I have for her.Every time she needs to say a curt line to me...yeah, needs, not wants, she contorts her hideous features into a grimace and uses a supercilious, almost imperious tone which I cant stand. The same holds true even for sprinkler ,though she just averts her glance as though I am not worthy of Her Highness' glance even. True, I may not be much to look at, but that is certainly not the way to behave with a classmate, ugly or not.Not to boast, but my IQ is definitely not lesser than either of them, if anything it is more. Plus, we are studying the same course, with the same major...so we should even have the same amount of knowledge about certain things[ I'm happy to say it's more in my case due my ISC background and probably even they know more in some cases]...So why the hell do they have to treat me and my classmate and best friend in that trashy way...more about this later

Intro-stuff I hate

Hey...this is my third blog actually. But the first for giving vent to the acidic feeling of hatred for every GODDAMN thing that's happening in this world...to me,to my country, to the world